& i can't comprehend why.

My heart feels like its broken in two.

Yet i still have the butterflies you

gave when i first met you.

Is that possible?

My head is racing so much with the thoughts of;

man i hate you.

Yet my hands are clamming up with every word i write.

If you only knew what my heart goes through for you.

& the reason is you.

Sorry i havent written in a few days.
Though it probably doesnt matter
do to i have one follower.
haha.
If your browsing threw blogs & you come acrossed this one.
I believe you should click the follow button.
(:

Jordyn
xoxo

& I couldn't think of a better way. ♥

I almost died today.

hahah i was drinking hot chocolate

& boom it went straight down the wrong tube.

I was coughing so loud

& my lungs starting hurting.

I swore i saw the light.

Somebody told me too go back.

haha maybe im being weird.

Anyways. ♥

& of course today your wonderful. ♥

aha i feel like crap today; yet I'm going to post.


Do you or a teenager you know drink? Have your or their parents come to realization that yes you or they are drinking? Do you stop to think about the consequences before you drink? If so is there a little voice in your head saying don't do this? I ask these questions because i have cousins and family members that are heavy drinkers, some under 21. i myself do not drink, however i know what it's like to worry about people you love when they are drinking. our minds race with the thoughts of "oh God; Please don't let him|her die." I may not be the most religious person however i do pray for the ones i love. Especially when i know they have been drinking. If your under 21 personally i do NOT believe you should be drinking however i am quite aware that teenagers drink everyday. I believe that we should all make a stand; either somehow block alcohol out of the environment or block teenagers out of the way of alcohol; both are most likely not reasonable but are my opinion. So what do you think? Post your comments on this subject & I'll be sure to get back to you.

much love
Jordyn(Joee)
xoxox

& the truth is.

You'd probably call me crazy. Or better yet insane. But doll you make me fall in love with myself over and over again. Its like you know all the right words to say to boost my confidence level. I don't understand it, but i woke up the other morning thinking of how beautiful i truly am. So I'm going to say thank you for making me seem pretty to myself. (: